Welcome back to desperate reality facing the truth did you audio here with. Our new cohost. Daryn raptor has agreed to having sit in that seat yeah that's a great nature Donnie Yen. Like I said earlier at 33 party brought into the mission. Some really excited about that and now at the number real quick and it's 504260. 187. 5042601870. We can texas' 87870. You know wanna think a lot of our ridiculous and his two. And not just here and losing in the W a real five point three days in 38 states AM FM mainly. Mississippi's about to miss a beat Texas in Louisiana. And we wanna thank you for the faithful listeners and your encouragement. That again encouraged with hearing true because today Daryn truth is. It's gears it seems even in the church yeah payment. You know Jesus said on the way the truth in the life known comes in the father but through me so. The only real transformation we see is when people come to Christ and Jesus came percentages and he save sinners and makes them a beautiful makes them a new creations that happen to me and my wife and parents wife and all the all the all the men. The staff at the mission. And of the Newell is mission has been around since 1987. I believe or 89 summer right around there. And it is homeless shelter that feeds people close people for 21 days gives him shelter. At the same time they get to meet the staff. And each person that comes in is valued in key artful. And we're more concerned not just with it that they get a meal and that they get him a bad it ate what we're really concerned that they have eternal life that. And other loved. With it couldn't find love in their family or their wife and he lost that and and people when we lose things we we we find that we're hopeless. And that's why. Those that have a lot of things some can have a little bit more difficult time as Jesus said it's it's tough for the Richmond and to have it. That's easy for a camel to go through that Ivan needle why because. They are self sufficient they don't really have a need some things keep him busy. And a pride thinks hey I don't have a need but he is that they were all gonna die and we got it and we can't take anything with us. And Jesus makes it very clear as has his bed at two. What is it in the whole world. But to lose your soul. And so we help people know that god is real. That there is only one name on heaven or an earth which remain can be saved and it is Jesus Christ who was. The word of god became man. Who came in the flash who rose from the daddy can't get the grief he defeated Satan. And all that believe in all that repent and come to Christ to put their faith in him. God grants them the forgiveness of their sins in the gift every journalist in this. Is what transform Eric transforms every soul that we mean that is willing to hear the gospel and to believe by. God given him favorably and it's it's America it's just amazing. That you can know god and you can hear from god he that you can you can feel got a bit more and feel it's knowing leases are right these things that you may know that you have eternal life. God takes murderers and rapists of prostitutes in the greedy in this in the drunken and the violence in the selfish in the witchcraft and say this. And homosexual adults in the murder you know he does. Change. He first loves them and god proved this of people say anything no hot right now. Jesus hung on the cross. And as proof enough. And Jesus says he who comes to me. Obama will be free. And by awards will be acquitted in them by now we're will be condemn so the question here right now is. These are you acquitted of condemn their right now can you say yes Jesus is god and any any any died in the rose from the dead and I'm trusting in him alone that my sins are forgiven in my dressing in a religion I'm not trusting in my own effort. Which is a false gospel. And if you're if you're acknowledging Jesus pricing ashamed of his name. Praise god man this is exciting they got it using your wants to use you agree ways. Maybe tonight you can still allow believing god I don't know Jesus but I'm hearing you talk right now gotta speak in the EU and you know it was beautiful boat. So Ali hitting crisis. Faith but by hearing and hearing the word of god you know you can pull over right now you have to pull the you can say Jesus sees me I don't know but I present an old sinful. I know it's all about me and selfish or a broken I have no hope I don't know are going wide diocese look at for the humble heart at the proud heart. And right now you can call on the name Jesus Christ. 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Well we're gonna. While Keith is getting ready. We had just grateful yep he's going to be putting his headset on he's going to be. Sitting right next to me and he does a guitar. And to keep isn't it a unique man a peculiar man and a man that I meant not too long ago. And I want to remember Keith. Is say keep he pulled him aside he he came into the mission. Probably the most probably well the most humbling experiences. That he's had. And I remember Keith. Saying hey man can I talk to and we went through the kitchen into the though the food. Holding place whatever that's called in the fifth but the and you know you really poured her heart man. And you were desperate like almost like man I'm I'm CN like my CA and in like I don't know there's hope for me I've been. I love the humility because I knew there was breakthrough comedy really wanted Ria. And you what you were really deploy a point where. I was I'm in the dark place me. I've done it all wrong I'm lost as free and I don't know if there's any hole opened our memo late this year and hope with you in truth the Oregon and and we prayed. Tell me a bow. You know your will when did you become. A man of faith and and also you were involved in religion a false cult religion mormonism yes. And so first of all. When you get born again about fifteen years ago all right so. Try to fifteen years ago you brought up in in in the religion of Mormon as a witness was brought up actually Johnny and catholicism OK see you brought up in catholicism which I wanna be very sensitive. Because I was brought up in a Catholic as well. And so I wanna be very clear that we we'd tell the truth and nothing but the whole truth so help us god okay. And Catholics have the they have the right Jesus amen human and he's a son of god he was god incarnate. He came in the flash he died for the sins of the of the world era and any rose from the dead there's a part of the second part of that is equally as important as an house him and saved. And Jesus. Told us and we see through all descriptions that was saved by grace through faith not of works lest any man. Should boast is the gift of god so if it's a gift than they can't be earned. So any that I do apart from trusting in in salvation through Greece alone and Jesus his finish work on and my faith in him any added to that. Would take away from the gospel that's where we differ from and I was again boy and brought up Catholic so. We want there are many born again Catholics. I guess we might say I might be one of them right to. Show on at an end this so many more things that we could have and of a program just on that but but I see you brought up Catholic in the and you. Got into mormonism. You know who's who led you into that. Well I was a troubled youth. Getting in trouble and got in trouble with the law. Actually is small town in New Jersey northeast New Jersey I'm dale. And cops and make it big deal over things I was dune in the and they were sinful. How are wrong and I wish I was troubled angry youth I wanted. I want an approval minded was approval yeah I couldn't get an at a dad and mom was you know beam me up psychologically. So. You know I'd again and fights in. So you angry I was saying I was high I can stop signs I was an angry guy yeah right guy in a job that's why connected with the so much time when they started commended. To the retreat. They I but I grew went to master Rees and Nate. Say people there went to confession. And I that was the only time I really was mild and so there was some attractive. You're attracted to my god I was attractive guy I did know personally yet. Right exactly. So. My dad made a deal with the police they were gonna send me to reform school. 'cause. Well it's not going to be you know. I had a party. Yeah I'd get in trouble with the law you'll say you were sent over the incident and no Christ so like a botched. I was in the being in the right and we were so full the world yeah fullest and I'll handle these. Early so I am almost on one of the moment thing okay so he struck a deal the cops there in new wanna semi reform school Zarryon probation. And me he decided he convince in the sent me send me to my Mormon uncle way out and. So he's industries trying to shipping off some guy he he was scared are you that influenced by your own troubled warrior when you were a size sixteen. So so you're introduced a Mormon is amid stiffer well. Not yet okay. I I got sent out there anymore ago I threatened to leave get off the bus when all across the country. Was welcomed by my cousins and my uncle and and I kind of got into a family sending really liked and out there. And was welcomed this plane was my cousins and have a good ride my bike on new desert. You know myself take me right to lawman as a sell my uncle took an interest in me he was BK he befriended me like. Rule at taste approval there on. And Jay love that yes he's good man. And he won me over I mean did things would mean we went places together that you felt I needed on the ninth so so in the so is this where mormons and let me introduce it to be with him that he related. And he introduced what you're saying okay here's a guy treat me well different than my dad yeah and now this must be why he's all of NC a connecting in this is where people believe lies I'm connecting. Only loves me it's the moment this is. Yes. Well when I was in there and practice. Maybe year before in the middle of it. And sitting on the stairs in this. It's kind of a prayer you know with that with my future so when Norman is in this one except that it. It was like the cancer. Have Guerrero happens that's great program. You can get that game but yeah yeah yeah I would have probably not and and one. And I accept that and. Actually a fun and Howell like you're seventy pounds and going in my seventeenth seventy it's how long were you following her uncle by the thirty year wow. I would Oman I went to a Mormon colleges were discovered all the talent that. I knew Adam the guitar town that I got in the drama opera. Who were not about Christ may Israel and man's power in. I mean it was like it was laced with. You know yeah a little bit of truth in yet yet everything there is all Mormon. So. So your to assist 1725. Years seventy and 2730s. Your voice up for him to hold me now. I'm I'm sixty when you're handsome and you look 61. Thank you look fifty. Equipment and love I love that the way god made a bit demeaning your personality. Your gentle giant or inside you're you were freaked out back then OK so. So you're forty something is ultra right yeah. And you're a Mormon via right you follow and its EU we used would you say you would Deval. All I was the most about ice that is I memorized I was on a mission to Brazil two years wow missionary married in temple at a family. And I was but the light was going on I was on me. And I I was I was reading the Bible with the desire to know the truth really wanted to know the truth I was getting some. Some messages from Max mormons. And all I sort of listen to radio which I'm I think it's the greatest medium. I would drag radio always call me they were talking about that Reyes still an. Still I just it's the best medium there really drive a truck and it's hard listen to Christian radio and so now your country you're hearing you stop it OK you've got their approval not a wife and kid yeah I was wearing my faith was waning. I was failing in my career I was trying to establish an opera career so tell me what kind of pursing your words though. Even though lol on Tuesday I was becoming more more desperate and frustrated with life so when you would control freak where you. Yeah there was some a lot of that was their pride like a night out. Yeah. And and this initial piece I had was waning my uncle kind of pissed me off. Is it always does away ya gotta always takes that wants he's trying to he's wanting us to see that and anything else but him is idolatry but yet and it's temporal. And so you're still not find yourself looking investor you're still married yet so. Now you're wanting somebody your voice something is all 4042 point focus now gonna get into week at war again not so what does that happened. Happens when my family left me Iowa I was trying to bring them Indian to christianity iso to back up so you're married still. So. You're still with differently yeah so windy you a born again where were you how that happened low it was a process. I was going through the Bible. Train for truth. And then and then I was trying to bring them win me out of Mormon isn't. And was your wife Mormon at the young man and he was fighting me over I yet this is an okay show. CW and why you married in just in that we an attorney well what happened was when she she couldn't get me come back they wouldn't send a mission is over I was things their way. Please can we don't know Christian churches and via a local village yeah local Christian church. He handled well if you pulled out a moment isn't your style auto Christian while there without you I went once and I took. Her impact if kids with the if you wouldn't go now waffled. I went back the Mormon is in about two or three times in the three year period and then I found myself I've had enough. I'm leaving that for good. She left me pick the kids she left you can't be in the you know in his fifth that's. 101550. Years ago go in and I went to the pastor of that church and my proclamation fate one out. So you almost kind of were you like with tested. A you can put Christ above leaving yet of his family's everything we've talked about this this morning about you know is Christ one point my arm to Christ to come to bring peace but division that's been stripped early you know while I'm real again it went through so. Are you sell your wife is right. Fifteen years fifteen years ago so you know the truth you're in church so. Life does it get you know no line on driving truck with him and I was so broken. Right only broken about. I'm them. Please don't rejection is the issue lawsuit now we've feeling like okay but you'd you'd rejected by did not settle you yet now it was I was and so you know. So you just recently she left in the rejections he was in Mormon Church. So you're believing yet. Everyone else for what year for what's happened in your life. Not seen as a blessing that you came to Jesus and he's why you lost everything because you came the trip to Egypt Libya out of grass I didn't get connected with the fighters that your test. Yeah I currency in the and women that women and we cream can from all the wrong. He's got a great personality by the way loves music you and glass and realize but here but he you know he also take sitters and you know we have video we tell that you we have some fonts are anywhere right so. Seeing this on its skewed understanding you believe Jesus is god that he received but you're still mad at everything that's happened to you. To give get remarried in the fifth I. And then I was down. Or rejection he ever rejected you look at a time when I was in the scriptures that thing my eyes aren't really in love. I was on fire like you talk a wanted to evangelize tonight. I want them make accretion for myself I said it was this woman born again Christian I don't believe he studies show you honey Leo here and all the bells and whistles while us and him. You know the script is not ultimately don't drag him ominous even in yeah that's what I was doing you'll again you because this idea you I was working on my way out. And the church people were no way. That the lord work and this way and so that I knew that approval again and so little of me. That means you're the as a so OK I get that right via and you make a mistake and this happens that's what god wants us to. See you Marriott and non Christian yet. And you're working in Europe and many talents that wasn't an issue for you right now. So she leaves them me how long it was that was. Fourteen years ago Jimmy kids at the second now and he became the first year I was cute I sort of what that second. Are you so you're in Christ during church and she's with Leo. She's legally and we are so happy. So did you cheat and known now it is he had some control issues you know but let's read scriptures and you know an inch and yet it's off at this point yeah you don't want Christ yet. Yeah now it says stay the night the Lincoln sponsored they'll stay with you statement she laughed yeah. I somewhat rejecting him I am now so this is within 15 well I am and like Canada here. I got really sick so like I. So she's gone. Within. Ten years ago twelve his or whatever was right so she's gone and you still mat for its doubling in moment as Emmett Everett. It is still blame and there is just adding on now there. So you have a lot about forgiveness which equals ready here for the live radio listening audience config as equals torment and will lead to psychotic breakdowns and medication amen Jesus Christ can say you for I mean ambient. Yeah we we see this every day. Yes people wanna look the world's differences don't happen Christ is the answer is to improve and show we dispute now see the results of RC in the window. Know the route and we normally sensible we do that's why we are the church and it's exciting. And and people think all of that how come out of it would seal the that's not everyone is even a even as believers. God does it make robots you know he gives you power in truth of the spear. And they knew it but he but he is forced people perform well because of wants people off of him if you want him he's gonna eat if you're hit as he's gonna help you. But he he works with men and if you want but if you don't want to give your uncle if you don't want to give the Mormon Church if you don't want to give the got it rape to the one and whatever else. Then you'll be stocking newly piston Adrian you'll just keep losing stuff that the company is senses but I wanna via. Art show. Your losing your mind. You had a job loss of jobs. She's gone. And the department mothers on account holidays even want to process zombie and she's in she's going to be emea again rights or your you're a grown guy. Who failed marriages. Right and alone again naturally. Catatonic. Catatonic. Whacked out right I mean this is the right this loser. The I mean the European press is for you and your alone rankings guys. I'm inviting it now you would any fellowship with Brett I got into a church James Kennedy. Coral ridge now implore called religion yeah I became the reality T singer he was one might. I love him so much I'm so we would any council was man of god no not really an cellular unit the music managed aren't so all outlets and I had huge church we gotta talk about this down. Yeah all right because he's one of those guys that I. You know like one of those surface and get this body at the talents and people. Saying use them in the guy's body and inside it it it did end up. Yet not really being disciple and you really not allowing yourself while derived in Ireland participate in the dirt and all the programs. Picture you know but no disciples ship but now realize what's going on with you and yet again note yielding. No he is facing any idea just bearing it and the next song it's like at that whether buying shoes or sing a song right to it if the paving healed and yet he Dylan and but it's nice to do with the pains heal and you can see even more excited I was looking bird yet all right so you rate the call ridge. Presbyterians there right now and so. Things still might go on while this still were a lot of hearts yeah Iowa library I thought I was healed. And self deception. There. Then I got involved with currently. Person currently. Married new. Who really be serious film attorneys them. Yes and what's her name. Horry so is Laurie a believer yes so artsy she is a confession the testimony of Christ via. So you are still not he'll go from all the other stuff so you still taken stuff follow in. He probably hold it and able to have a guy that it just builds up yeah and then you know you're whacking a walled on the road whenever it but when that price so. So what goes wrong was she huge in call read to her own line and I've been coaching left called bridge yet you meritless osment by god like evicted Lori she is supporting one issue woman of god. Or you're treating him you're not loving her yet well one with Chrysler that happened is this as rebels appeared. A case says she was a she was flirtatious. Well yeah Jimmy cheat on it now. Nobody teaches that you've heard is that it's okay molested raped. And I knew that was the problem whether I went for counting that's for countless times he blue eyes and she was she was struggling in his wrath. And now old me. And I was easily controlled Maine which which you resented which I resentment I guess I say you're not loving her unconditionally. Yeah I guess these tough against her. Yet so it's it's still perpetual and forgiveness. Yeah I mean and since I've come in and emission I've. But whether or not they get this argument I wanna stay in the propeller on forgiveness so. Certainly if you know you she's a believer but is still unhealthy issues that are really not learning to love yet because you haven't forgiven completely fair. He blamed everybody else which probably is something you stills of probably the weakest and yet. Right you have to be sensitive to that yeah like you could I could be that you seize up and wrong but then everything is black everything is far right sort of act ailing with a better I admire iso. Our show now. You still married. She's not a moral. No and you have you been well I was I mean you're live on the radio if she meticulous and time you've been a morally don't think he can take the fifth if you conspirator. No I mean I. I'll get mine. Yet again but haven't physically now you know a case are you still managed it both believers so this helpful Baltic. It was a lot of that we've been through. Their accounts you're new guy now case let's have hope all right now let's not Russian. Right you both god wants you to be. As a believer now believing spouse. Is it does no really room for divorce brought to be us right I believe that so I have learned so long okay Exelixis let's talk about. So you're in Pensacola with her. Noah I was impractical and then right time we met. Right after we met to jump again Massoud. I'm my acts among them children yet and then I was is their fault again this kind of up in these Anthony. And her. And then up in Mississippi with her. And then look there he invited me in. So you in church with her. Only a few times are so there's no real disciple shipping gan yeah is just. Outs or outs stuff is outs sauce off. Talents gifts being used but again a real subject so so it goes down the drain with her. Well I we became friends and a lot of talking and she lives in the that was warm to her. He was all sympathetic right at beginning that's only the case yeah and then all breaks yeah all Albert. And I went through that McChrystal ironically what. Not real. That's how was she was my I was a friend she was the princess. You know everything I said it was gold coming off my lips she. You know it was unbelievable and then as soon as I failed Eric ball BO as soon as she fell may always tested. And on forgiveness you know what the heck that I do as the worst decision ever made right. And god Hussein which you the other problem. You know all of your wife and commit an Amish New York because you don't trust when you don't trust me that her view global block hurt hurt our fifteenth. And you don't forgive me and it's you baby. Because if you can love your wife unconditionally. She's gonna see Christ and Jesus that change her. And he got had that from all year marriages. But essentially. Sir we stuck with you first. That's why you came here. Are so. Take me to. You left terror who I was. Leave me. I was trying to get my home back and I don't like an audition she gently deodorant. She was helping me financially. Trying to get back when my children do more ministry to mormons with her out. In Idaho we'd planned to she kept leaving it yes you block in and I could see she had some her animals and her job from the most nations and raid. And so I try to get helping the pastor call pastor found that your time is getting connected. She blew off every time show what how did you get to fly out of Louisiana so it most humans and missed that piece I can't come back for backcourt and I and that here. Mississippi and I got a job at shipyard. So you left him in UST was separated at that time obviously well not yet have that and only short pier we never stayed together has kept leaving my idol and I know. So I came down to spend the rest my life than their job and everything she threw me out yeah. And then if I was in a trailer RV park for about four years workmanship art right. Then that ran out to this spring and the present time we're. I I was so hurt but I did get connected with the church and there were tell me. You know it's it's an ungodly merits and you know we need to catchers kind of terror. Could she kept texting text right in you know I'm working on the via the care with Karen thank him and again you know one. One right serious penalties again. Yet he was still up along your ego. Was too. Two years are you still you're still been susceptible to the tropical proof here and said oh yeah. Until you put Christ first and he's enough you know he's susceptible to that right. And how much crap do you go through Perot how much how much do you. You're doing. Right so maybe this is it this is right so. A year believer you'd never really disciple you view he kept the woman first and its yield old high amounts and the enemy that was elements that people. But really try to yeah because you have all you need to walk now legal in make the right choices and do the right things and so brilliantly and off for a long time yes. America is that it. I was a victim. Victim mentality art so. So now you're in this place. When you end of the job again the key is well and I ran out keep right now if you don't have those right now yeah. Ran out and not. You know what to go in I had to place a great place like the resort they're retreat out whatever it took his gun be going like I kind of separate Merv which keep on me. Then I freaked out because I cut the the health problem with the blood pressure and went back who were lost the apartment. And an ice that's stuck there you know I and an going to be up real bad you keep going back you know right because he is a thing. And you learn this. Follow me is I've followed Christ if your wife is a believer in this no morality you don't follow her. She follows you so this is accountability. Crisis first if you want to come for the right come on but it's going to be under the supervision of church human. And that's where it is that's what god uses to keep let's say chief. So you don't run off on your own but we can't stop people there see you you're in the habit of just running getting. Romney is running all the time running into the fine from myself hopped on my heart can you still look at the I'm. So you lost everything again and then. And you end up the mission you're right because I've run my so you must they can tell me I'm like that in that psychotic stage. The combination opened the door condemnation. She convinced me I was worthless you listen in to say in Serbia and then I and a remote now. And all all of this all of listens from my youth kept coming up right couldn't sleep for a year and a half and now. Lack now. Yeah medication and all. Ice ice gone and Simon up who were packed who'd get to sleep right. And I am that in the that even though that Michael Jackson when he was doing intravenously more aid and abet. We'll him he and you look anesthesia. I mean this but that's how troubled analyst yeah he needed anesthesia to to get away from the liberal listen. This is what the world to us that's the answer. I'm anyway I was off. See you in that system was kind of me and start the job and the systems trying to pull me and I was woken up with some. Mineral services I didn't want volume of mental do we know I felt I was threw me right I don't know future why I did not so this is real long. Yet I torment was the word yeah ideal thing on it do I would say now now now. In that in that room while so you're at the mission. He won its funerals going through your head will no. I and to stifle almost I was about to go on the streak is my money ran out. And I was at a friend's and he couldn't keep me there. It was shutting always yeah and been behavioral health senator of course Gulfport and then they'll leave the guy that was brutality of the stock. Well. The so you know what kind of a pale white suit I they wanted to you're in the patted her on the comic and finally as I think that I I know I know the guy that I see now. And it's and it's a it's a miracle I want it and Americans are coming at the mission weekend America because that's where it happened. So a godly woman that that at the behavioral health sinner. Did he sees them and now piece of crap. You know I've been on I don't have intelligence I'm not I don't have memory having he too would like. What you guys who I hate to think you'd think. We'd like to sing in the next class. And and I never I never turn down you really want to write anything amazing grace in the air and like a moment. But I still think they'll leave after week. So she lined me up wins the mission. And I'm thinking I reluctantly he settle monetary thank you there I wanna find a matter of fact that over now if he'd been trying to get you know the hospital or. Yes yes she'd she'd called as a follow his. Do I just wanted to throw sabathia and like YouTube and give you have the number to the hospital you know when we can get in get it and then find him finally she's working. Yeah and I wanna sink you down there with one of the care workers yeah and I want you to go in there at the end and say hey I want to surprise in the Xia. Take five the issue goes on you asked how he mustered noble and this way to you guys that are all yes definitely so you set it up. And find out what she's done poorly when it comes cedar yeah and then we'll that we want I want a film this I think this last couple who with. She got to got get his people everywhere yeah behavioral I'll and I. And I was I'm black that the nation for three weeks and have come and up you know to the retreat. And I'm starting to get some hope through your messages. And you know I can connect we view like I said in the testimony that you were from the standing humor. I start to get. Whole foods laugh some laughter cassette for me was yeah Edison yet you enjoy a threat it and it is Matt Matt laughter is medicine yes all's well yeah ago mr. attacking the net when Sunday early on. And then I was asking for prayer down to mission every opportunity I had runners chapels. And all the teachers down there are wonderful teaching and all of a sudden Johnny the light went on. And as an amendment rights malveaux in that dark time in Korea and you know. Odxa got into the pre yes and he was speaking three through number of people now so what happening just found peace that you I don't know and John Jenkins filming with pride. I'm Canadian as of all of I don't like these have. He showed me it was rooted in prize why and and and Ron Paul yah so it was the first person Mexico because I wouldn't talk to anybody for a year and a half of the right. While couldn't me and Enron to me in the game you will quit. Forgive himself forgiveness. And I and I felt like I care about and and a but I would read material I realized that was the decision to come out of it now and so you you really got re acquainted with. Christ yeah he began his trip to be in the belief. Yeah and what I've heard all along was until you come here and I can do anything Q it is is saying that he really break QB cam making. So that's what he did. So Euro and Euro Euro hit it with a mission almost the end us going on seven months OK I'm not gonna map around but it has happened. So you laugh a lot of your attorney here inner joy I mean you you're great encouragement to me you are you. You peaceful. Use yeah queuing you're smiling you laugh. You beginning to use your talents now because your happy because not to get approval but because you wrote it because your proved yet. Show. No medication and no drugs. And we just have to trust not god. That you stay connected. Yes and you got to be prepared now for even if the wife comes it was you know you wanna come and you come and meet Johnny. Right and when stay connected right on the fellowship and I'm only outlet the church help me lead this is what we got a good idea and a 10 win and we see always so many problems and questions. They ate. They don't let people then liked. They wanna do what they want. It's secretive right they they're there they're in subordinate rioting or rebellious they won't listen. Rifle and they end up getting turned although yes and airlines just socks and night so when people submit to conscious of its one another and you have. Listen I must say is this perfect leadership permanent. You have the rate doctrine and there's a perfect church but you have to have those who follow the word Angel who oversees of your life. And it says it will not go well with you if you don't if you reject that yes. And and yet we get guys really well ultimately sneak down and I got married and and and they're doing their own thing and they want to feel good about it. We love you but you're not submitted you know it's so hard. But it brings such blessings are hole whether it's a sit at the retreat. Where have you now. You'll stay with us Allen Craig's family and and stay with leadership and let the church overseas. You used you were you. You would with the word we've rebuke yet or in the office that one time and made me realize that. But I knew that I always wanted this is this Christine community right I would we got Norman and I god is Jesus freak and the fact that. My dad called me. Well. I'm really excited FEMA. You're totally accepted. And spike. I mean you can't get it anywhere and I'm so glad you're Steve Dunn looking at it era with a wave comes back she's you have to follow grace of thought right she's gonna leave you. And in your free right. And down. But whoever comes. Don't ever leave cranks for an easy to write the lesson learned and this is on his deepen yes one and yet he never even knew that Peta knows that yes. I'll read it yeah NN and I really get it because. You know even though you lost stuff like when I lost my wife when I first got in a while I was Merrimack when Emmitt Christ very we. When I went went ahead and make that decision. For Christ and I found it she was in bed with another man right and and and went home. You wait you're angry I was. Painful. That was the difference why because he was more important than her that she can get that. We hear where you were you accepted it that you never accepted via U angry. Wow this is really healing this is a powerful testament Darren. Yet deathly Johnny and I'm I'm just really feel on. A team tonight the last couple weeks. Were Paul in second corinthians seven. Right as talk in to the church about their need for repentance. But their stock Anderson and we've talked to several people who might with Brian and Chad and right and verse Chinese talk him out for godly grief produces a repentance at least a salvation. Without regret whereas worldly grief produces death. And so that the worldly Greif says listen I'm not. I'm Matt. Briefed by god not really grieved by my sin. I'm grieved that marketing might need that yeah. And this is the reason that we need disciple ship and accountability. And pulses do not forsake the gathering. Because we need each other did this to call bull crap excuse you know it's it's it's. Yet the C that was wild is the very the very thing that were angry about now right is a very gutsy minister and then we keep running that Ron Ron and and the whole time he's him enough then and that should you be believe Jesus is an. Uses as a self I was a hot looking woman right now listen. So handsome. Man you think like an Angel. Who would you can hold you can hear a fairly priced and grabbed me and you know. No but I meadows Tumblr that means they haven't got a a big guy channels won't bruiser opera is under yeah well listen we got ten minutes. You know and I don't know what your plans are illicit. You just have to really can make your plans to vote you have to get ready your plants. Yes ten payment number one you have to commit Euro you're wasting him you liked him then can you wanna go here you want I just feel like this. That weakness is still there if susceptible and don't enough like you don't we can keep task in the lot. No I don't he brought you out of such. Tell us. And we know back and we all can you. I go back there for second it's lights out. There's no home. So. Stick around and went through and then let. You know I was a gala. No that's okay. But he'll get stuff but don't they it and it comes from god and once you take advantage of that what you get pissed you know OK let. The night in a trusting god are you back to pride. Right right. So we've got. Nine minutes and that ten seconds. So I would you don't want wanted to since the song can you get the typical time. Kate is you know a beautiful. It's you know voice but he is a. The thing. That god doesn't love Keith at all because of his voice. How I want I want to get this rank. He has nothing to do and how you sing rank his. No. And that's good enough there to do it how he just he just chose to love Keith froze. God demonstrators off press that when when we were yet since. Christ. Died for us so what's your favorite Christian song that glorifies god you want to grow the Amazing Race that's amazing grace you've got it. He's gonna sing a song so I'm just grateful. That a great name you know according great testimony. Now we get this out and edit this. And get this out. The next couple weeks man because you're gonna touch the lives with what you hear tonight. And I appreciate you transparency in the depth of about where you work man. The issue be shot from the rooftops don't ever complain and get rid of that because. I don't give her on the things we gonna work through will talk about those. Keith first heard. Saying okay. News Lou. I. I. Car Lou. Love. Lou's line. Fan. Only. Room. Me being. This is a news. It's. Mean. As keepers everyone disciple of manic guy and what a powerful testimony will. And man it is breeze man I get roots he's gonna keep stroman me and I learned a lot of moment broke the key and know what I do remember him and that said I need help I'm desperate man. And you heard it tonight arriving it's that Maria is I mean this that this wasn't me this was at that age and it was the word of god go out. Which is how opal would cut the very bold and marrow of Everyman and woman awarding god is alive seemingly the order guy it's not just. Any book it's gone. It is home. It's powerful. It changes we've. It changed this and this reg. It helped me to. Become a new creation. It helps Keith on the new creation. Maybe you're listening right now our Q what you've done. Hillary's got to watch you see that you citi's seriously wants to see. That's that you deserve we will we've heard what mankind has earned it is hell why. Because since since separates this from god. When when we're in the guard and it was insane fault we knew what to do we chose to disobey him because of that when sin into the earth. We were separated from Christ. It got me away and it and listen to think about it who wells could forgive sins but god. Seal the perfect sacrifice. There was only one that kid could be. Meet the criteria. To fick hit men since it could not be another man. That was imperfect that had to be gunning got him in the form in the likeness of me. Experienced no weakness. In the course and shed blood. Was meant for a C wood up the shedding of blood there will be no remission a removal of sin. Whether you're driving whether you're listening don't care what we get this what seeing you've committed. How much you hate yourself. Any rejection to secure tonight. God doesn't hate view and got this or reject you see in Christ. He offers a way to accept Q we offer as a way we've become acceptable it's not might go to church that's something I've been a good person for their aren't done. You become acceptable to god because you've trusted in this. What must we do to do the works. Of god to be saved in Jesus said. And to believe in the once. The leaving him. Only god configured sense. Well maybe here. If things alive and I kissed my life same thing. I feel like Keith. And I just keep that millions of people. Who looked old woman look to a man. To find need to find purpose to find some identity some approval I mean this is all too familiar. How many mentally you go to how many women will you go to how many things when you go to define that approval of the whole time Jesus and how you wanna. What are you showing you how much. I approve of I approve of you because. Chose to hang phew I chose that I feel and Indy you're completely blameless here completely of and again hi now needed Brigham may get stoned. Out approved by god. Except Adam blameless in this eight. Again I'm redeemed Ivan noise from the bottom I have eternal life and I know that it is Jesus tells us the father teaches us all things. Eric these things that you may know that you have eternal life. Always gonna fail some tests. Well we don't have them. We don't have to go back when I left to go back to the useless things. And help you tell people about this program because we're reliving a day and age where relied too and I radio and TV were lied to every return everywhere we go. See Jesus said. Hate the world and everything in the world because the world. Is. Filled with the lines. And it separates us from god. See we can we come out of the world economy crisis that we know back into the world not be a bit so we can help rescue other man. Desperate reality facing the truth is live every Saturday from ten to midnight. Check this out on FaceBook that's a reality. And I will tell you. Some sad news I will tell you that we we were. On it and grateful to have had no Steve's defeat whose with the mission for you he worked to get paid for the mission and served in the marketing and media. A heat helped create the web site. And do a great job you know Steve's graffiti is no longer or not though. The log with the mission and he's not almost a part of this reality. But again we want on him. And we trust god for him and I'm honored that the time that he had so we're grateful for him and wish him well in Christ. And a lot of great work that he did. I will tell you. If you're presidency in more of what god is doing. 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